Wow...

Today is Nio's official due date.

And he's 3 weeks and 1 day old.

Three weeks doesn't seem like that long, but in all honesty...I'm having a very hard time remembering what life was like without Nio in it.

Thomas seems to be making his presence known a fair bit lately.  Just little signs...a random song, a random butterfly or three, a flutter of his birthday balloon (which still hasn't gone done completely). 

I miss him so very much...and I thank him so much for looking out for his little brother. 

Sometimes Nio just lays in the bassinet, smiling at "nothing" as he waves his arms and kicks his legs.  I wonder if that "nothing" is actually someone that only he can see.

The thought of that brings a smile to my face.